Road Trip

I will be leaving Saturday morning for a Car Road Trip to Ohio and back. Saturday night I will be at a hotel in Knoxville Tenn. Of course I am always interested in meeting new people when I travel. Sunday night I will be in SW Ohio. I will of course share details of my trip. ;-)

Good night.

Lady Angel

Fun Play Time Sessions

I was able to have 2 fun play time sessions yesterday, both of which excited me a lot. The first one with a sub I have seen before in the past put me into a real teasing and quite sadistic mood. I started the session by getting him on his knees in front of me and allowing him to look at but not really touch or experience my breast. I did some candle wax play, a lot of tease and denial and dildo/ass/strap on kind of play as well. The 2nd session was with another one of my boys who I adore and I let him come over last night and spend some time with me and my slave at the house. It actually started out normal, just the 3 of us spending time together playing wii sports. But got interesting when I got undressed and made them undress as well. The night continued on in the bedroom when I had to punish the bratty sub for being just that... bratty and breaking my rules. After his punishment we had some play time where I watched the two guys together. It is always fun watching two of my boys together. LOL. Especially since I teased both of them too. Tease and Denial is one aspect that I am always in the mood for, no matter what!

Hi again My Loyal Boys

First, I just have to say, that I have some awesome and very loyal subs and boys and to you who are so awesome and loyal I want to thank you. First, the one who gave me some help (you know who you are) and gave me the $1100, you are awesome and I love you! Also, to the darling sub who got me the New Laptop, you are quite awesome as well. I always adore and reward loyal subs very well. :-) But it is never the amount of the gift you give, but only what is in your heart upon giving a gift to me.

Any ways, enough of that. I've been having a good week. Lots of play time. Had an great scene with my live in slave/husband last night. I started out by taking a bubble bath with with scented bath salts to no lighting except for 3 candles. After my bath I put on my leather skirt and leather bra with some black pantyhose and heels. I ordered my boy to his knees and started talking to him. Reminding him of what a slut he is and how he belongs to me. I made him repeat lines that reminded him of exactly that. I pulled his head back and looked him right in the eyes and made him remember that he is mine and ONLY mine. I made him lay down on the floor and then had him kiss and worship my heels as they were planted firmly on his face. I stepped on his cock and balls with the heels and then upon removing them used my feet to tease, taunt and torment him. Finally I sat on my bench and put his head between my legs and asked him if he wanted to lick me... of course when he said yes, I told him no... and laughed. LOL.

After teasing him I made him lay down on the bed on his belly and promptly put his wrists into the shackles connected to the bed. Of course said I had him there I had to give him a beating. I was pretty evil last night if I do say so myself. Using the flogger on him, both of my canes, my duel floggers and a few paddles. I did all of this to some of my fave music. After I flogged, spanked and whipped him for awhile I made him tell me what he wanted more then any thing in the world. Which of course is to have his ass fucked. So I got out my strap on and used him exactly how he wanted to be used and treated him like the slutty sissy he is. I had my vibrating dildo on the strap on so he got some real fun out of it. Finally when I was done doing that, I did let him lick me. For after all.. he had been such a very good boy. I even let him sleep in my bed last night instead of on the floor in the closet where he has been the last few days. LOL.

Don't you wish you could have play time with me too? Hehe.

New Story

I got one of the stories and links fully done on my website today. The story about my first ever scene, where I was actually a submissive... just for a short time to learn about the lifestyle. I think you will enjoy reading the story. I would love to hear comments about it.

Tomorrow starts a fun week for my slave and husband. I am going to have him clean out our big walk in closet in my bedroom and make himself a bed in it. In the closet he will get a pair of bed sheets, 2 blankets, 1 pillow, a cup to keep water in and a laptop to keep in touch with me online and be allowed to chat with others online as well. He will get a pair of panties, his collar and his wrist/ankle cuffs. That is it. I will give him food when I want to and use him when I want to. If he begs hard enough I might let him out long enough to use the bathroom. But it will basically be his cage and cell for the coming week. He will get to go to work too, but right back into his little room he goes when he gets home. I know I will use him and play with him too, but will be a great week and fun for blogging about. LOL. Which one of you boys reading this, silently, wishes he could serve me too. Smirks. Look for new uploaded stories to my website soon as well. I am working on getting it done and it should be done in the near future. Keep enjoying. :-)

Happy Friday

It has been a bit since I have last wrote in my blog but life has been keeping me busy. How ever, for the next 16 days I have a lot more time then I have had. So you will find me blogging more and working on my website more often the next 2 weeks. Now is the time to contact me for training if you are truly interested. I have much that I want to write and I will do so later today, but for now I just wanted to stop in and touch base. Let you know that I am still here and that you should be checking back often the next 2 weeks as I will be updating many things. Talk to you soon.

Pretty Simple Day

Not much happened today. It was actually a really quiet and relaxing day. Some thing I always enjoy. It has given me more time to work on my stories and things for my web site. If you read my blogs and ever have any questions you would love for me to answer, go ahead and feel free to ask your questions. I will be glad to answer them.

As some of you know from other information, I am married to my 24/7 live in slave and we always seek to add another slave to our "family" full time. He is my sissy slave and does all that I command and I do control his life. He how ever also works out side the home. He serves me in many ways. Bathing me when I want him too, brushing my hair, giving me massages, cleaning house etc. We also have lots of play times, as well as rewards and punishments. He is a rare kind of sub in that he doesn't need to be punished often because he truly loves to obey me and gets his pleasure from seeing me happy.

Any ways, I will write more tomorrow. I just wanted to check in tonight. Hope you have a great Wednesday!

A Little Shopping Trip

Hmm, well I had a really fun time tonight. It started out being not a great day because I was suppose to have a shopping trip appointment with a gentleman tonight and he cancled on me. So I was a little down and sad about that, but in talking with another sub, he decided he wanted to take me on a shopping trip himself and have a session with me. So I of course accepted.

I met this guy at the local Outlet Mall and there we started shopping for some clothes... for him. He wanted a Lady Domme to help him pick out and force him to buy some lady clothes for him to wear. So we went into a few stores. First we went into Calvin Klein and looked at a few things but I was not that impressed. We also checked out a couple other places such as Ralph Lauren and Tommy before finally going into Victoria Secrets. I am sure I made him very humiliated as I held up panties and bras right to him to see how they would look against him. I did hear a few snickers from a few ladies and men around us. My subby was 100% sure they were snickering right at him. I also held up a few shirts and nighties to him. When a sales lady came up to ask if she could help us, I looked right at her and told her that I was looking to buy my naughty boy here some ladies panties and female items so he could wear them. She just smiled and said she would be glad to help.

So with her help we were able to find 5 pairs of panties, 2 bras and 1 nightie for him and took them up to buy. She laughed when I told him to get his credit card out and commented that she thought I was buying them. I smiled right at her and said, I am buying them. With his money. She laughed and finished the sale.

Next of course we needed some shoes. So we went to a few shoe stores and found him a very nice pair of black heels. Finally we went to Claires where we got him some jewerly. He also bought me a few cute outfits for myself. Which I just love.

We stopped at a Walgreens on the way to his hotel and picked up some lipstick, finger nail polish and other make up as well as pantyhose. Back at his hotel room I made him model all the different panties for me as well as the bras and nightie. I picked the panties and bra I liked best and had him sit down. Where I pulled out a wig from my bag and put it on him. I painted his finger nails and did his make up with the finishing touches of adding a necklace around his neck. I then pulled out a skirt and top I had brought with me and had him put those on. Which he did. Finally the pantyhose and heels. I had him walk back and forth for me to practice walking on heels. Then I had him.. well I should say her now huh, since I did turn him into a very nice female. I had her bend over the bed and I pulled up her skirt and pulled down the panty hose and panties to her knees. I proceeded to spank her for not thanking me for helping pick out her clothes and items. And for not thanking me for doing her make up so very well. After spanking her I pulled out a brand new dildo, upwrapped it, put a condom on it and lube. She wiggled her behind at me, which I smacked again and told her to hold still. She did. I put the dildo onto my strap on belt and slowly slid it into her. A little bit at a time. She had never had any thing like a dildo, butt or real cock in her ass before. So I had to be slow and gentle. After awhile she adjusted and I was able to get the whole thing into her and fill her up like she needed to be. I started moving faster and faster. Giving her the real fucking she begged for. I made her grab the cock in front of her and start playing with it, stroking it as I pushed my strap on in harder and faster and she begged for more. She matched her hand strokes to my pounding and when she exploded and came (after begging and pleading me) she shook a little bit from the the pleasure. I removed the strap on, pulled up her panties and her pantyhose and pulled up her skirt and told her what a very good girl she was for me. Then had her curl up under the blankets for a little bit. Where she fell asleep.

What a wonderful night. I love play mates.

Now though I am a little bit tired and have a headache so I must get some sleep. For I have a long day tomorrow. Good night All!

Happy Monday

Hi there. Well today has started off to be a really good Monday already. I was able to start the day out with some real fun. I had one of my boyfriends stop by this morning at 11am for a quick get together. I sat on my bench by my bed and let him get down on his knees. I kept my red panties on at first and had him watch at me as I played with my purple toy. Finally I removed my panties and then kept playing as I made him watch. I put my legs right up on his shoulders so he could get a good, close look at what I was doing. Next I pulled his head down to me and allowed him the pleasure of licking my sweet juices from me. I had him stand and took his nice, long cock into my mouth as he got harder. We laid on my bed and he sucked my breast before thrusting himself into me with my legs wrapped around him. The joy of feeling that hard cock fill me before he pulled out and came onto my breast made me explode and I was completely satisfied.

Like I said, it was just a quick, fun thing with a boyfriend of mine, but it was enough to start the day out right. I am sure you wish you could be between my legs as well. But only the best get such honors from me.

Have a great Monday everyone!

My First Post

Hi Everyone! Well, I have officially started my blog. I guess I could say, it's about time huh? Let me go ahead and give a little bit of background on myself. I go by the scene name of Lady Angel and I am a 29 year old Lifestyle and Professional Domme who is an active part of the BDSM lifestyle. I am married to my 54 year old live in slave. On the outside we have a very normal life. Live in a decent house, have kids, he has a career and works, I am a stay at home mom. We do normal family things. Take vacations, have dinner together, which I cook. Help the kids do homework, go to family get togethers. How ever, on the inside, we are not normal at all. He, is my slave. We are very careful to be discreet about this so that we do not expose our kids, or others outside of the lifestyle to our personal choices. Basically that means, things are done behind the closed bedroom door, when kids aren't around, at play parties or even just here online. There are other things we do, so that I can keep control with even the minor things but so that others do not know. For example, I have complete control of my husband. Down to the minor things like what he will wear each day and what he eats. I lay his clothes out the night before so that he knows in the morning what to wear. When we go out to eat I will look at the menu and say some thing like "hey honey the fish and chips sounds really good." To any one else this may sound like a suggestion from a wife or some one debating what to get for themselves. To my husband, he knows that I am saying "You darn well better get the fish and chips or else."

Also around our home, my husband does the house work in the evenings. We have taken care of people thinking this is stange with some simple comments and by working things a certain way. For example, my youngest son did ask me once why daddy does the dishes. I explained to him that daddy and I love and respect each other a lot and have an equal relationship. I cook the meals, and daddy washes the dishes. To many people my husband just looks like a very loving, caring guy and I often am told how very lucky I am to have gotten such a catch. He opens doors, including the car door. Gets my coat, pulls out chairs for me. Doesn't sit until I do and waits to start eating until I take a bite. I just smile and say thanks when people tell me how great he is, because I already know how great he is. But I also know that apart of that greatness is the training he has gotten as a submissive to me. He is one of the most well behaved subs I have ever had and he without a doubt holds my love.

I learned about BDSM when I was 15 years old. I totally agree that no one should learn about this lifestyle that young how ever I can not change my history. My best friend had an older brother who's best friend was often at their house and since I spent a lot of time there as well, we ran into each other quite often. I still remember what I was wearing the first day I met him. I was sitting on the floor, in the middle of the room arms behind me, legs stretched out in front of me and feet crossed and I was laughing at some thing my friend had said, when in walked this tall, lean guy who I thought looked amazing. But, he was older then me. Any ways, I had on black stretch pants, a purple sports bra and a kind of see through back top and I had on purple boots. He walked in with my friend's older brother and stopped and looked at me. Stared at me actually. He did eventually move and as the two of them walked away I heard my friend's brother say "dude, she's only 15, don't even go there"

I ran into him a few more times the next few weeks. He always seemed to be watching me and I could not quite figure out what his deal was. Then one day he walked up to me when no one else was around and handed me some books, telling me to put them in my back bag. Which I did. He told me I had a very controlling and dominating way about me and walked away. I read every single book he had given me and was just intrigued by it all. They were all books about Domme women. How to be one, saftey things, ideas. Just some amazing things to read. I had hardly started exploring any thing sexual, so a lot of it was quite shocking to read. In looking back.. this man... who was 12 years older then me, never should've given me those books or said any thing to me. But he did and that can't be changed. I remember going to him and asking, begging for him to tell me more. He just winked at me and told me when I was older, he would.

Eventually he did tell me more. He showed me how to use whips and floggers in a safe manner. Told me to use my powers I had over men to get what I wanted. I did. In High school I would find some guy, hand him my books and tell him, here, carry these for me. Didn't matter if I knew the guy or not. Most times they did exactly as I had ordered them to do and usually thanked me for letting them carry my books. Even if it meant they were late to their own class. I even used my female powers to start a some what amusing relationship with a math teacher I had... as well as my manager at a reasturant I worked for. I felt sexy, pretty and amazed at what I could do and get guys to do for me with just a look.

I should mention that in High School, I was short and skinny. 4'11 and under 100 lbs. Long blond hair and blue eyes. As well as glasses. I had a habit of wearing my hair in pigtails, while wearing short skirts or bib over alls and I always had a sucker in my mouth. I loved dum dum suckers.

Eventually I turned 18 and I started going to munch groups, clubs and adult toy stores for my own toys and items. I did all kinds of research online and speant a lot of time in a chat group called Dom Sub Nation. I loved their website and miss it today as it no longer exsists. They were a great bunch of people who didn't judge me for being so young, but yet helped me learn so many things. Even if it was just online. I started dating that Dom who had shown me the stuff when I was 15 and we were together for a few years. I actually started out as his sub, but that part didn't last long. We were to much a like. We then tried an open relationship where we were equals and saw others. During that time I had several other subs, including two live ins. He and I eventually broke up but we are still the best of friends to this day.

But that is how I got my start in this lifestyle. I love it and it is who I am. Being a Domme is not just some thing I do, but is apart of who I am. I am also a little crazy about the amount of control I need. Right down to my towels needing to be folded just right and put in just the correct spot. So good slaves to me, learn these things fast. Before my husband and I got married, when we were living apart, I had him so trained at my apartment and had it so organized, that I could blindfold him, put him in the middle of the living room and tell him to get me some thing, such as a drink of a certain kind of juice and he could get it and bring it back to me in 5 minutes or less and be correct on the drink. Sound a little compulsive? Yes I was... and am. LOL.

Well that is enough for now. Don't worry. I will update my blog daily and with better stuff. Stories about me.. graphic stories... resources about BDSM. Advice, hints. You name it. This blog will be all about me, yes.. but will also be all about BDSM related things. So check back often. Feel free to view my website while your at it. http://www.bbwgoddess4ufl.com/  . This is my website for the Professional Domme stuff I offer. I will be writing more about that later too. In the mean time... have a great night.. or morning.

Always,
Lady Angel