My First Post

Hi Everyone! Well, I have officially started my blog. I guess I could say, it's about time huh? Let me go ahead and give a little bit of background on myself. I go by the scene name of Lady Angel and I am a 29 year old Lifestyle and Professional Domme who is an active part of the BDSM lifestyle. I am married to my 54 year old live in slave. On the outside we have a very normal life. Live in a decent house, have kids, he has a career and works, I am a stay at home mom. We do normal family things. Take vacations, have dinner together, which I cook. Help the kids do homework, go to family get togethers. How ever, on the inside, we are not normal at all. He, is my slave. We are very careful to be discreet about this so that we do not expose our kids, or others outside of the lifestyle to our personal choices. Basically that means, things are done behind the closed bedroom door, when kids aren't around, at play parties or even just here online. There are other things we do, so that I can keep control with even the minor things but so that others do not know. For example, I have complete control of my husband. Down to the minor things like what he will wear each day and what he eats. I lay his clothes out the night before so that he knows in the morning what to wear. When we go out to eat I will look at the menu and say some thing like "hey honey the fish and chips sounds really good." To any one else this may sound like a suggestion from a wife or some one debating what to get for themselves. To my husband, he knows that I am saying "You darn well better get the fish and chips or else."

Also around our home, my husband does the house work in the evenings. We have taken care of people thinking this is stange with some simple comments and by working things a certain way. For example, my youngest son did ask me once why daddy does the dishes. I explained to him that daddy and I love and respect each other a lot and have an equal relationship. I cook the meals, and daddy washes the dishes. To many people my husband just looks like a very loving, caring guy and I often am told how very lucky I am to have gotten such a catch. He opens doors, including the car door. Gets my coat, pulls out chairs for me. Doesn't sit until I do and waits to start eating until I take a bite. I just smile and say thanks when people tell me how great he is, because I already know how great he is. But I also know that apart of that greatness is the training he has gotten as a submissive to me. He is one of the most well behaved subs I have ever had and he without a doubt holds my love.

I learned about BDSM when I was 15 years old. I totally agree that no one should learn about this lifestyle that young how ever I can not change my history. My best friend had an older brother who's best friend was often at their house and since I spent a lot of time there as well, we ran into each other quite often. I still remember what I was wearing the first day I met him. I was sitting on the floor, in the middle of the room arms behind me, legs stretched out in front of me and feet crossed and I was laughing at some thing my friend had said, when in walked this tall, lean guy who I thought looked amazing. But, he was older then me. Any ways, I had on black stretch pants, a purple sports bra and a kind of see through back top and I had on purple boots. He walked in with my friend's older brother and stopped and looked at me. Stared at me actually. He did eventually move and as the two of them walked away I heard my friend's brother say "dude, she's only 15, don't even go there"

I ran into him a few more times the next few weeks. He always seemed to be watching me and I could not quite figure out what his deal was. Then one day he walked up to me when no one else was around and handed me some books, telling me to put them in my back bag. Which I did. He told me I had a very controlling and dominating way about me and walked away. I read every single book he had given me and was just intrigued by it all. They were all books about Domme women. How to be one, saftey things, ideas. Just some amazing things to read. I had hardly started exploring any thing sexual, so a lot of it was quite shocking to read. In looking back.. this man... who was 12 years older then me, never should've given me those books or said any thing to me. But he did and that can't be changed. I remember going to him and asking, begging for him to tell me more. He just winked at me and told me when I was older, he would.

Eventually he did tell me more. He showed me how to use whips and floggers in a safe manner. Told me to use my powers I had over men to get what I wanted. I did. In High school I would find some guy, hand him my books and tell him, here, carry these for me. Didn't matter if I knew the guy or not. Most times they did exactly as I had ordered them to do and usually thanked me for letting them carry my books. Even if it meant they were late to their own class. I even used my female powers to start a some what amusing relationship with a math teacher I had... as well as my manager at a reasturant I worked for. I felt sexy, pretty and amazed at what I could do and get guys to do for me with just a look.

I should mention that in High School, I was short and skinny. 4'11 and under 100 lbs. Long blond hair and blue eyes. As well as glasses. I had a habit of wearing my hair in pigtails, while wearing short skirts or bib over alls and I always had a sucker in my mouth. I loved dum dum suckers.

Eventually I turned 18 and I started going to munch groups, clubs and adult toy stores for my own toys and items. I did all kinds of research online and speant a lot of time in a chat group called Dom Sub Nation. I loved their website and miss it today as it no longer exsists. They were a great bunch of people who didn't judge me for being so young, but yet helped me learn so many things. Even if it was just online. I started dating that Dom who had shown me the stuff when I was 15 and we were together for a few years. I actually started out as his sub, but that part didn't last long. We were to much a like. We then tried an open relationship where we were equals and saw others. During that time I had several other subs, including two live ins. He and I eventually broke up but we are still the best of friends to this day.

But that is how I got my start in this lifestyle. I love it and it is who I am. Being a Domme is not just some thing I do, but is apart of who I am. I am also a little crazy about the amount of control I need. Right down to my towels needing to be folded just right and put in just the correct spot. So good slaves to me, learn these things fast. Before my husband and I got married, when we were living apart, I had him so trained at my apartment and had it so organized, that I could blindfold him, put him in the middle of the living room and tell him to get me some thing, such as a drink of a certain kind of juice and he could get it and bring it back to me in 5 minutes or less and be correct on the drink. Sound a little compulsive? Yes I was... and am. LOL.

Well that is enough for now. Don't worry. I will update my blog daily and with better stuff. Stories about me.. graphic stories... resources about BDSM. Advice, hints. You name it. This blog will be all about me, yes.. but will also be all about BDSM related things. So check back often. Feel free to view my website while your at it. http://www.bbwgoddess4ufl.com/  . This is my website for the Professional Domme stuff I offer. I will be writing more about that later too. In the mean time... have a great night.. or morning.

Always,
Lady Angel